Redirecting my creative energy
No. 17: Pointing your way... why we need to talk about the politics of desire, absurd trolley problems, old Hollywood bloopers and more
Hey! Welcome to issue 17 of my newsletter.
July went and not a single newsletter was sent. It was not a good month for me creatively, fiscally, mentally or physically.
Before getting to my lengthy list of things I thought were worth sharing, I want to talk about what my bad July means for what remains of August and beyond…
✍️ Writing Report
On Tuesday 12th July, I tested positive for COVID. I would continue to test positive until Sunday 24th. The illness and isolation, matched with that disgusting heatwave that hit parts of Britain with 40-degree temperatures, completely derailed my July.
I lost work. I lost what passed for a routine. I lost motivation. And at times I thought I’d lose my will to live.
The COVID symptoms were not so terrible, they were mostly gone after a week. But I was not prepared for how torturous the isolation would be.
During that time, I could not bring myself to blog, write fiction or poetry, or send out a newsletter. All I could manage was to write in my journal. Even if it was just to complain about my isolation. But amidst the whining, I found some clarity through thinking on the page.
A lot of creative energy has been misdirected towards the wrong kind of writing for me. I spend too much time thinking about what I can turn into short-form content, drafting and scrapping so many blog posts, rather than searching for stories. And telling stories is what I really love.
So, I’m going to spend August focusing on writing stories. I’m going to write some fiction, but I want to have a go at writing more personal stories too.
For this reason, I’m not going to send out another newsletter until the 28th to allow myself more time to focus on projects more important to me right now.
📚 REVIEWED: The Right To Sex
Before I fell ill with the virus, I wrote a review of Amia Srinivasan’s excellent essay collection The Right to Sex. My review centred around Srinivasan’s argument for why we should talk about the politics of desire.
🐦 Twitter Treat
💻🛒 Absurd Trolley Problems
I got a kill count of 60. Feel free to comment and let me know whether you’re a better or bloodthirstier person than I am.
▶️ Some Good YouTube Videos
I’m going to try and consume a lot less YouTube in August. It’s not healthy for my productivity. But there were some videos I watched worth highlighting.
After seeing a specific clip from a 1996 Andrew Marr interview with Noam Chomsky several times, I’ve wanted to watch the full interview. I finally set time aside when I had COVID. Chomsky’s explanation for how propaganda works in the media is just as true now as it was back then and is well worth watching. Afterwards, an interview of Chomsky in 2003 listing the war crimes of every US president from Eisenhower to George Bush then popped up in my recommendations.
On Twitter, I stumbled upon a clip of nightmarish bunny rabbits, which directed me towards the 1990 Russian 10-minute animated short film The Scarecrow Pugalo by Rosalia Zelma. The top comment says it all: “Came for the horror bunnies and left in tears.”
For anyone who has seen the excellent Everything Everywhere All At Once should check out Pop Culture Detective’s video essay: “Everyone Everywhere Needs Waymond Wong.”
Finally, Super Eyepatch Wolf did a lengthy deep dive into influencer video courses, especially those promising success on YouTube. They’re all bunk, of course. But what I found most interesting was the second half of the video, where he shared the darker side of being a content creator.
🐦 Another Twitter Treat
🔗 Stray Links
Yeah, there’s quite a number of these. My top recommendations have a [***] next to them.
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John Wesley Stammers